Back and Forth
I'm experiencing a time of great change. I'm about to embark into a state of huge transitions professionally, physically, and emotionally. It's so easy to get overwhelmed. It's so easy to become afraid. As I embark into the unknown, I encounter challenges to overcome and needs to meet. It pushes me to seek new avenues for problem-solving. It feels dark and uncertain, but without the darkness, I wouldn't be pushing myself to find new light. I feel weary of limiting myself and worrying. I want to let go and let God. This is extremely difficult for me, as it is for many people. I feel the whisperings that we are in His hands. I have the faith, sometimes, that all will be well if I just let Him take control. Then I try to figure out my finances and the reality supersedes the faith and I stumble and feel afraid. Sometimes, I walk on water with him, and sometimes I let myself sink. I struggle to know exactly how much to do myself and how much to get out of His way. I must