Slow and Steady
I'm returning. I'm making time and space to breathe. I took a trip to Puerto Rico and visited my ocean. I've been doing yoga. I've been prioritizing my spirituality. I've been making steps forward with the things I want to do. It's slow progress, but I've learned that slow progress is more real and permanent. I still have some anxieties to deal with. My ex violated the protective order again by sending me a nasty text message. I'm dealing with the court fallout from that. Of course his story is that his angry ex-girlfriend is the one who sent it. He always has such good stories. Anything to avoid accountability. He hasn't directly communicated with me at all since then. When he needs to know something, he goes through one of the kids. I don't really like that they are the go-betweens, but I check in with them and ask how they feel about it. There isn't a whole lot of communication needed, so they aren't too stressed out about it. Like so